Currently Listening Move Along By The All-American Rejects Move Along see related

Back from spring break and not ready for school.

Spring break was what I expected it to be...quick, relaxing, and not in Sherman.  I made some money working for my dad having a glimpse of what my summer possibly could look like.  But not only am I working with my dad, I've also decided to be a sub counselor for the city of Richardson summer camps to stay in touch with that job and be able to be around people my age some.  Not just people in their 40's and beyond.  Another job I'm planning on doing is working 1 or 2 times a week for an hour giving soccer lessons to little kids.  A friend of my mom's asked for me to train her twin sons and a friend of hers son.  So that will be easy quick cash.  But for the fun exciting aspect of spring break I got to hang out with Scott, Kevin, and Liz a lot so that made the break entertaining.

As for being back at school.  Soccer started up today for the spring and ran the 2 miles in 12 minutes for the first time since being injured.  I ran it in about 13 minutes which is quite amazing cus I thought I was going to do terrible since my leg still hurts some, but not the same pain as before now just a healing pain or just the tendonitis, but I have pain meds for that.  I did well on my tests I took prior to spring break so thats another up, yet I have 2 more tests for next week now after just taking a test in both those classes what a week or 2 ago.

Other than all that I'm just counting down till summer and freedom for a few months from school.

        I'm sorry please forgive me,

                 Kameron

"Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking. When you fall everyone stands. Another day and you've had your fill of sinking. With the life held in your hands are shaking cold. These hands are meant to hold. Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong. Move along, move along like I know you do. And even when your hope is gone. Move along, move along just to make it through move along, move along. So a day when you've lost yourself completely. Could be a night when your life ends. Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving. All the pain held in your. Hands are shaking cold. Your hands are mine to hold. Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong. Move along, move along like I know you do. And even when your hope is gone. Move along, move along just to make it through move along..."

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Yeah I decided to add to this entry...

I need a haircut unless I want to stick with this semi long starting to get a little wavy hair thing I have going...I'm voting no with it getting warm again.

Duke is going all the way...you doubt it then we might have to have a talk

So I feel like my life has no purpose right now.  Like not just a small void missing in it, but a huge void.  I don't know what the deal is...like maybe its me thinking I'm about to graduate in another year and then what do I do.  I don't know though.  I've been thinking of what I need to do so I can accomplish my goals in life and I've discovered many options I have in order to be the comfortable wealthy happy person I will be by age 30.  Its just weird and maybe its just me needing a break that will help with this absence of everything thats anything in my life.  I don't know though as I think I've said like 5 times already.  Well enough of this depressing blackness of unknowable problems.  Onto something bigger and better...

3 tests down 2 more to go then finally spring break.

This past 2 weeks has been hell in sherman, but im almost done with all the studying and tests...while everyone else for the most part is already enjoying their breaks.

This past weekend Dport came up on Saturday to hang out so we watched the baseball games and then partied with the baseball and a few soccer guys.  I ended up driving Austin's standard POS to taco bell for Dport and me to get some food.  I don't know how I got it there, but managed to someone how make it there and constantly stall in the drive thru only inching forward since I kept stopping and starting.  Also Austin's Clutch was sticky and sucked hardcore.  But I had no trouble getting to Taco Bell.  We made it back to Dport's when a girl in the car behind us decided to take over for me (some complete stranger who drove it better than me but still managed to stall) She ended up paying for our Taco Bell and taking us home since she didn't want to watch me attempt to make it back.  Yet I had little to no trouble arriving guess I just need some coaching.  After that we continued partying till early in the morning.

Then on Sunday I spent all day watching basketball and studying like I did most of last week.  Oh and having to take a picture with a few other soccer guys (shirtless).  Why I have yet to find out?  All I know is a buddy called asked for a favor I said ok got there found out what it was and everyone was cool with it so I went along.  But now my buddy owes me thats all I gotta say about that.

Today finished my spanish test think I pretty much dominated it.  Then learned some extremely interesting debatable stuff in Christian Theology.  But got a test in there on Wednesday so hopefully I understand everything enough to do well and not just a few concepts.  Then an easy test for History of Rock "n" Roll and then just going to class until break starts for me early Friday morning.

But I'm just spending all week chillen, working out, and studying so if you are home and bored hollar at me and I'll find some time to include a visit from you into my schedule.  If not then hope I have time to see ya when I get back.  If not then oh well your loss.

       Goodnight and Goodbye,

                            Kameron

Great song in the movie Clue

"Oh life could be a dream if I could take you up in paradise up above. If you would tell me that I'm the only one you love life could be a dream sweetheart. Hello hello again sh-boom I hope that we meet again. Oh life could be a dream. If only all my precious plans could come true. If you would let me spend my whole life loving you life could be a dream sweetheart..."

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I could sit here and baffle you with a bunch of things that you wouldn't get, or even use some big words that you'd have to look up but I'm not a teacher so go ahead and close your book up.

Yeah well 1 of my 5 tests down. Tomorrow I will fall victim to test #2 hopefully it will work out the other way though. Then next week will consist of 3 more tests and finally spring break.

Duke lost this weekend to UNC that sucked, but it's all good cus now they can rest up and dominate the tournament to bring home the National Title.

I played soccer today for the first time in a while and it went alright. Little beat up, but thats from getting kicked in the shins. Nothing the legs aren't used to just leaves a small bump for a temporary amount of time (usually no longer than 1 or 2 days). They aren't even noticable really.

So one week and I'll be 21 and half years old. And my older sister will be another year old (I'll keep her age unknown for her sake).

I'm not really sure what to think of much of anything right now. I'm kinda lost in life, classes, and everything else. But oh well it will all work itself out I guess cus I sure as hell can't do much of anything except remain focused on what I need to do.

Well I didn't have much to really write just wanted to procrastinate from studying for finance. But back to that I guess. Peace out Homie's and have a badass spring break while I am in class next week.

          Crack doesn't kill if used in moderation,

                               Kameron

"Landing on a runway in Chicago and I'm grounding all my dreams of ever really seeing California, because I know what's in between is something sensual in such non-conventional ways. Tonight the headphones will deliver you the words that I can't say. Tonight the headphones will deliver you the words that I can't say. (Tonight I'm writing you) a million miles away. Tonight is all about "We miss you" (We miss you, we miss you, we miss you) Tonight is all about "We miss you" And I can't forget your style or your cynicism, somehow it was like you were the first to listen to everything we said. My smile's an open wound without you. And my hands are tied to pages inked to bring you back..."

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Stress sucks...

5 tests in a matter of two weeks and a paper is just not going to be too much fun.

I've been stressed since the beginning of this week and I've got 2 more full weeks before my crappy spring break that falls a week after everyone else's. But honestly there is nothing new there thats how its always been. All I know is I hate how teachers cram in midterms or one of your 3-4 tests you have for your damn finance and microeconomics classes on the same week and manage to let them occur on the same days as well. It's a damn conspiracy I tell ya. How far will the students bend until they break and just give up on school/life? Oh well I'm sure I'll survive it but sleep is not going to be much of an option before the time of test taking passes.

That will lead me to spring break, which I'll probably be working most of the time with my dad driving all over Texas maybe even making a few runs by myself if he trusts that I know the business well enough to do so. Other than that I'm thinking I'll be hanging with Scott and Liz since they both shall be home for the break at the same time as me. Maybe take a trip to Wizards for Karaoke night on Wednesday to listen and laugh at people see Chelsea after not seeing her in a few years.

Hopefully the weather will be nice so I can continue working out and running outside since it's in like the 80's and 90's here right now. I gotta try and get my legs stronger and healed for spring soccer when it starts up. But all this running is making my body leaner and stronger, yet my knees and quads are not appearing to be much better than they have been the past 4 months. But it's only offseason so I'm not gonna push myself like I did in season since I plan on playing my last year of eligibility. But I do need to work on getting my 2 mile in 12 minutes back although chances are after the knees and quads got hurt it may never happen again. I'm aiming for 12.30 right now we'll just have to wait and see. Gotta play the last year when I get to travel and play in Arkansas, Tennessee, Kentucky, Indiana, and all over Texas. Looking forward to the traveling although it's a bitch to try and do my studies on a bus/airplane/hotel room. But ya gotta do what ya gotta do.

Also today I had to pick up a prescription from the pharmacy at Krogers. I brought in the order and waited a good 30 minutes for it to get filled. While waiting I'm sitting near two old ladies who begin to discuss how good/bad their pace makers are and then they moved on to debating who had a better Dr. and how long they have been going to him, and of course the senior citizens favorite medicare. I tell ya it had to be one of the most boring conversations ever. But I did prefer that over the lady turning to talk to me about how long and thick my hair is while hers is just getting thinner with age. How do you respond to that? Sorry you are old...My family is gifted with having thick heads of hair and little to no history of baldness. I don't know so I just pulled the smile and nod to acknowledge her and she smiled back then continued her conversation of smash my head against the wallness.

Other than that I'm doin what I do...whatever that is...it pretty much consists of a lot of spur of the moment stuff. Oh and looking for a place to live next year. Which I might of found a duplex to live in but it all depends on some small details, questions, and pricing. But we'll see I'm only 1 of the 2 or 3 people that would be living there. So I have to get other peoples consent as to how they enjoy the idea of living in that specific residence.

           Doom backwards is Mood,

                         Kameron

"...Girl you mean so much to me. I wish that I could make you see. The way you wanted me to be. Is just as easy as 1, 2, 3. Across the world so far away. I knew the words to make you stay. But of course it's what I didn't say. But I knew the words to make you stay. You smile at me. And wave to me. I know exactly where and what I want to be. And if I wait for this..."

Currently Listening Sing-A-Longs & Lullabies for the Film Curious George (Jack Johnson) By Original Soundtrack, Jack Johnson Upside Down see related

What to say...What to say...

Well I'll start off by saying school can kiss my ass. Cus Finance isn't giving me any trouble amazingly, yet Intro to Christian theology and Micro Economics are quickly starting to annoy me.

I just want it to be spring break...so I'll be home alone since everyone else will have already had their break...I'll have Scott to hang out with at least when he's not working so that will give me some fun and keep me occupied some days. Like Wednesday nights at Wizards sports bar for Karaoke night. I've gotta check that out since Scott went last week with his sister and brother n' law and said it was fun.

My weekend update consists of going home on Friday since Scott wanted to go out. So I went home and got to Scott's where at I got to drink like a black man and have a shot of Hypnotic and Hennessey...All I gotta say is that those two alcohols mixed smells aweful, but tastes amazing. Weird how it works out like that, but it did. So after the shot Scott and I went to Wizards where his sister and brother n' law were as well as a few of their friends. So we drank with them chilled and listened to this awful cover band that played. But it was entertaining see the 30+ year old people dancing on the dance floor and us doing our own corny dance moves to mock them. After Wizards Scott and I headed to Bennigans (sp) to meet up with people who Scott works with at Steak-n-Ale. I got to meet a few people that I've heard interesting stories with and drink with them. Then watched a couple guys play Golden Tee just so I can get the idea of how to play since someday I shall try and be the complete Addison guy for a night and dress classy drive an expensive car and play Golden Tee while drinking.

Saturday I went bowling with Scott and my little, yet not so little brother. Kellen destroyed us bowling a 201 twice, but then again he is on the BHS bowling team. I did however bowl an average around the 150's so I was content since I don't bowl very often. Then chilled with an old buddy from Surf-n-Swim and Scott. Then Sunday I played poker with the little bro and his friends. It was easy money since I won both games we played, but they were not very good poker players at all. Then headed back to school to do homework and deal with my crappy campus internet since lately its been screwed up. But I think they finally fixed it.

         I'm of consenting age,

                    Kameron

"Who's to say what's impossible? Well they forgot this world keeps spinning. And with each new day I can feel a change in everything. And as the surface break reflections fade, but in some ways they remain the same. And as my mind begins to spread its wings there's no stopping curiosity. I want to turn the whole thing upside down. I'll find teh things they say just can't be found. I'll share this love I find with everyone. We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs. I don't want this feeling to go away..."